The Heart Wants What It Wants
I thought I was crazy at one point, cause
You fill my head with so much
Tell me what I need to do and who to be
During the time we were together it was like an up and down roller coaster
Some days I laugh and some days I cry
Tell me if I don't do this our relationship could almost be over
But our relationship is about to be over
Basically pressuring me to do something I don't want to do and this happened not once but three times
Tell me this could be love but there was one to many times I cried at night before school
Contemplating back and forth if I should do it or not
Then one day I was in the hospital a entire week
And you had the odasity to get mad at me cause you was only sick for just one day and I didn't come to see you
What you expect me to jump out the hospital bed and take my iv out come running to your doorstep
I thought I was crazy but that was just the morphine kicking in
I know that you're better than this
So I stayed cause I thought I was in love with you
But I realized it wasn't
but it just got worse as the time went past and I wasn't happy anymore
I don't know what it's but I was love drunk over you
You was not like any other guy
My heart is strung out and it got warmer each day went pass
I thought there could have been a future with me and you but
The feelings I had for you started to change and shatter into pieces
What you said maybe true but I don't care
There were a million reasons why I knew this relationship wouldn't work
And the
heart wants what it wants
Repeating it over and over again in my head
heart wants what it wants
heart wants what it wants
heart wants what it wants
heart wants what it wants
Should I or should I not and just talk to him
Contemplating back and forth what I should do, what I should say
The heart wants what it wants
Everytime I look at you I see a stranger
What you say maybe true but I don't care but the heart wants what it wants and it doesn't want to be with you