The Day we broke up,

I remember crying as I left your dorm

The Day we broke up,

My whole world felt like it was crashing down

The Day we broke up,

Everything became blurry and unreal. You were my world and now,

You were nothing.

The Morning after we broke up,

Puffy-eyed and heartbroken, I made a vow to end my life.

The one that you once controlled.

The Day after we broke up,

I realized all of your broken promises and lies were a reflection,

Of you not Me

The Day after we broke up,

I was reborn. I vowed to never let a silly, little boy have so much control over me

The Day after we broke up,

I quit chasing boys and began making time for myself

A Year after we broke up,

I have transformed into a new person.

Stronger, more resilient than ever before.

Saving everything meaningful to me and holding on to it tightly until,

the Man that God brings into my life is ready to help me carry it.

A Man who will actually love Me,

All of Me

When God says I am ready,

I will find the man who accepts me for me, Flaws included.

The Me,

That snorts when I laugh too hard,

The Me,

That is in love with the beauty of dying leaves and the smell of fresh cut hay.

The Me,

That is now able to see that I am and will always be,

Too good for you.

The Me,

That will never allow some silly, little boy, to control me

The Me,

That is the daughter of the One True King.

The Me,

That will walk with purpose and confidence

The Me,

That will no longer fall asleep with tears wetting my pillow

For when I wake, I will move mountains

The Day we broke up,

I thought my life was over

But little did I know that,

The Day we broke up,

Would become the best day of,

my life.