heres to the girls sitting in the shower because you're too tired to stand. here's to the girls who constantly ask themselves if they're good enough for everyone else, and sometimes questioning if they're good enough for themselves. Here's to the girls who can't sleep at night because the situation you're in is too emotionally draining and is taking up space in your mind.

I've always been the one to ask myself these questions, and feel these ways. I was always the one trying to fix things so i can feel better about myself, and I was always the one who remained quiet when things aren't the way they're supposed to be.

I've been called many names, and never said anything.

I've been given dirty looks, and never said anything.

I've been called a liar, on things that I've said and things that I've done.

lately I've felt like there is some competition that's brewing in my life because of deep-rooted jealousy.

I've complained about apologies owed to me, to the extent that I'm even annoying myself. But I soon realized I want an apology because i realize that i deserve better.

So I'm acting on that. No more catering to others needs, no more being quiet. It's about me, now.

my depression and anxiety has been overwhelming. It's time to stop.

So now, there is no competition. There honestly never was. The only one is between me and myself. So please, continue doing what you're doing, and I'll come back stronger than ever each time.

Kisses, Kat