To the boy who never loved me,
You told me time and time again "I love you", but someone who loves someone else does not break their heart the way you did mine. You stood by my side through everything and gained my trust. It takes a long time for someone to gain my trust, but you gained it so easily. I put my whole heart into you. You were the first boy I truly loved. I saw a future with you. I saw how I was going to ask you to prom, since you were a year younger than me and it would have been my junior prom.But we never got that far. I would have done anything for you. You told me that I changed you and that I caused you to be the way you were. But I never asked for any of that, all I wanted was you to love me and tell me when I was out of line. You never did, you let me get away with so much instead of speaking up about it. You took my heart and tore it into pieces. You never gave me the closure that I wanted and I am still left at times thinking "why". You caused me to close off my heart again to anyone that could love me, because I did not think that I could let anyone in again due to the trust that you broke. It was hard for me to trust any guy again after what happened between us.
However, I have come to be okay with how things ended between us. I moved on and am ten times happier than you ever made me. Thank you for showing me how love is not all that it seems. Thank you for showing me that that first love does not always work out. Thank you for breaking my heart, because you allowed for someone else to show me that you were not actually meant for me. We went in our separate directions and went on to do better things. The one thing I wish that was different is that we had closure and were able to look at each other and be happy for one another.
I am happy that you are living your life full of happiness and fun, that is one of the many reasons I fell in love with you. I hope that next girl that you give you heart to is the right one and she treats you the way you always should. I hope that you picture a future with her and she with you, just as I do with the boy that has my heart. I wish you the best of luck in all your future endeavors.
Sincerely,
The girl who moved on