To The One That Got Away,

I think about you from time to time. Even though we were not in a relationship we were at the "almost" stage. I hate that stage. You can't tell if it was just for the other person's needs or if it was something real. But, with you I felt it was something more real. With you, I felt something that I never felt before.

For once in my life, I didn't feel pressured to do anything I didn't feel comfortable doing, I never felt like I was some sort of object, and I felt like at the end of the day you were my friend before all the feelings got involved. I could talk to you for hours and our conversations never got boring. That was one of the things that sucked after you cut everything off with me, I liked you as a person. Yes of course, I will always want more with you. I will always want more than being friends. But at the end of the day, I would want you still in my life even if it means just being friends because of the type of person you are. Even though you hurt me so much, I have nothing bad to say about you. If anything I have all great things to say about you. You were always great to me. You were the nicest guy I had ever sort of "been with". You made me feel worth something and most guys have not made me feel that way. Most guys have made me feel like nothing, they have had always tried to knock me down. But, you never made me feel smaller than you. Even though there has been boys after you I still think about you. I hope all of your dreams come true and I would never would want to be in the way of them. I hope one day our paths cross again.