To the boy who came back,

I am good enough. I have always been good enough. But you didn't think that I was, until now.

When we first met, it started out great. You called me beautiful, took me on dates and talked to me every day and all day. Then you realized I wasn't good enough for you. When you realized this, you distanced yourself from me. You ghosted yourself from me. You cut me off and it made me think that I wasn't good enough. It made me feel like I did something wrong and it was all my fault. It made me feel like I wasn't good enough to meet your wants, needs, and standards. It made me wonder for days, weeks and months what was wrong with me.

Then, one day you decided to come back. You told me you missed talking to me. We started talking again, but this time, you invested more of yourself in the relationship. You made me feel wanted and needed more from me that the first time we talked. You did all of this because you realized that now I was good enough for you.

But what I realized while you decided to take a break away from me was that I was good enough. I realized I have always been good enough. I will always be good enough for those who truly love me for who I am. Most importantly, I will always be good enough for myself. So I wanted to say I am sorry.

I am sorry I wasn't good enough for you for the first time.

I am sorry you weren't smart enough to know that I didn't need time to become good enough for you.

I am sorry I won't invest myself in the relationship as much as I did the first time.

I am sorry, but you aren't good enough for me.

Sincerely,

The girl who was always good enough.