Babe,

When I first met you four years ago, I had no idea that you would leave such a lasting impression on my heart. You were this cute boy I was crushing on but struggled to find the courage to speak with. Thanks to 21st-century technology, we were able to communicate on a platform that wasn't face to face. After months of "texting, " we finally hung out. I really didn't want to be in a relationship, but I couldn't help but ignore the chemistry every time I saw you. After just two times hanging out as friends, it was already too late; I was already smitten with you.

Luckily for me, you were smitten with me too. On Christmas, you asked me to be your girlfriend and I was shocked and scared, but mostly ecstatic. I couldn't help but say yes. Of course the next morning I had to double check that this was what you wanted, and you assured me you didn't want it any other way.

The first few months were perfect. Spending time with you was my favorite thing to do and neither of us could get enough of each other. We were always laughing and smiling, and having the time of our lives. Just as in any relationship, the "honeymoon" phase was over and we shared some difficult times. However, nothing could keep us apart. Before we knew it, your home was my home and I loved it.

We became best friends, we became family. I began to feel love for you that I never knew existed. It was the kind of love that would normally make me run, but with you, I felt safe, I felt confident in what we had and what we continue to have.

As more years passed we had more difficult times, but we had even more wonderful times. We were able to start traveling the world together, meet more and more of each other's families, and talk seriously about our plans for the future.

I've watched you transform from a boy to a young man that makes me so proud. I've watched you learn more about yourself and who you want to be, and I've witnessed you work towards those goals. You've supported me in all endeavors and never once doubted me. Together, we are building an empire.

You've stuck by my side through some of my darkest times and loved me when I was unable to accept love. We've suffered grief together, talked about our biggest dreams and our biggest fears. We've discussed our insecurities and encouraged each other to become the best version of ourselves.

I'd be lying if I said the past few years have been perfect, but they have been spectacular. I have no idea where life will take us the next few years while we chase our dreams, but I know that no matter where I'll go I'll always have you.

Thank you, for being such a constant joy to my life. For being my best friend, for loving me when I didn't deserve it. Despite the hardship we've faced, I wouldn't trade the past four years for anything (except maybe meeting you even sooner).

I love you.