I can't believe I'm saying this but I can not wait to be back in school. I can't wait to see my professors and have classes everyday and to be immersed in an education. Don't get me wrong, I love having time off, but sometimes it's too long.

I miss the freedom of being my own person and having the ability to do what I want. It's hard going from a place where I have no limitations to being home where I get yelled at if I don't take the trash out. It's weird suddenly feeling like a child again despite being almost 20 years old.

I miss the food. YES I MISS THE FOOD. I know that might be weird to most but I miss the ability to use my meal money and have options in the cafeteria. Today I actually made myself a sandwich that just had mayonnaise and potato chips on it.

Most of all though, I miss my friends. It's been hard not having them by my side as my rocks like they usually are and knowing that they aren't just a short walk away has been trying.

I find it ironic how much I don't like breaks now when back in high school they were all I looked forward to. I guess the difference was back then school was just school but now school is my life. It's where I've moved on to and where I'm making things happen. I never expected being home to be so different, but it is.

Now break it almost over (thank god) and I can't wait to more memories.