I looked at her for a while,
Her once tan skin now pale as snow
She isn't the same person
I knew a year ago
She wears a little more makeup,
lost too much weight
Dresses to impress,
stays up extra late
Talking to her lover,
depriving herself of sleep
Bags under her eyes,
scared of nightmares too deep
Doesn't have as many friends,
though it may appear she has more
A different person inside than out,
her heart and mind at war
After staring at her and thinking
about who she was and who she is now,
I walked away from the mirror
and put the pills down