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Poetry On Narrative: Truth

An introspective poem on sexuality.

Adam Lavallee

Jun 20, 2021

The Narrative

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If I run,
I will hide
If I hide,
I will sleep
If I sleep,
Nothing with be
Complete.

My body needs to be
Divided in two
One body I contain
The other will remain
Without one, the other diminish
With none, I relinquish
For it would be my fault.

When I was alone
I saw myself
With someone else
Their face, their tone:
Blind to my mental health
Did not want to know the truth
Since I made myself blind

When I saw him
Near the crossroads
My heart fluttered
Into the sky
And my body laid afloat
I remained aloft
I began to fall.

What is love?
I can't seem to find it out
His and hers,
Her and I,
Before you leave
I sure hope I die
This is what to do.

What is the difference
If my love is untrue?
Him and me,
His and his,
What can I do
Besides this truth?
My worldview was skewed.

If I continue to hide,
What I falsely portray
Will become truth.
The prejudiced will
Have to be forgave.
My life will be forfeit
If I don't speak my feelings.

What if they don't understand?
They will question me
Their vision of me will bend
Questions, then they will pretend.
For they wonder how I'm undressing.
Should I keep them guessing?
Will their faith keep them in love?

To actualize my desire,
For their ears to perk up
My worst forfeits to my best
And their views to cave in
On themselves, opinions will blow up
The restraint I feel will letup;
I will finally have room to move.

Because what I've felt before
Is not enough
To fill the void deep inside
That has never been full.
Although cold, rigid, and rough
I have only filled it with useless stuff
My heart has not been content for a while.

But I will be exploited
By these heartless corporations
That want to save face
They pretend to accept us
Only to promote their compensation
For only profits are in calculation
They will continue to lie to us.

This fear ingrained
Is not enough for me to stay the same
Or rather to prevent me from digging deeper
Deeper towards the truth
As I look at what remains:
I only have myself to attain.
As I reach deeper, I lay awake.

I will struggle, no doubt
To come to terms with my new gaze
I will inevitably speak louder
My lust for life will become a beacon
As it will aid my walking for endless days
For my life in entirety is a stupid phrase
I must become my life.

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The Best Lines from the Fab Four

And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make

The sun is up, the sky is blue, it's beautiful and so are you

Love is old, love is new, love is all, love is you

There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

Life is very short, and there's no time for fussing and fighting, my friend

He say, "I know you, you know me", One thing I can tell you is you got to be free

Oh please, say to me, You'll let me be your man. And please say to me, You'll let me hold your hand

It was twenty years ago today, Sgt. Pepper taught the band to play. They've been going in and out of style, but they're guaranteed to raise a smile

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see

Can you hear me? When it rains and shine, it's just a state of mind

Little darling, it's been long cold lonely winter. Little darling, it feels like years since it' s been here. Here comes the sun, Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright

We danced through the night and we held each other tight, and before too long I fell in love with her. Now, I'll never dance with another when I saw her standing there

I love you, I love you, I love you, that's all I want to say

You say you want a revolution. Well you know, we all want to change the world

All the lonely people, where do they all come from. All the lonely people, where do they all belong

Oh, I get by with a little help from my friends

Hey Jude, don't make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. Now it looks as though they're here to stay. Oh, I believe in yesterday

And when the brokenhearted people, living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be.

And anytime you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain. Don't carry the world upon your shoulders

I'll give you all I got to give if you say you'll love me too. I may not have a lot to give but what I got I'll give to you. I don't care too much for money. Money can't buy me love

All you need is love, love is all you need

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Blackbird singing in the dead of night, Take these broken wings and learn to fly. All your life, You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Though I know I'll never lose affection, for people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life, I love you more

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There have been many lessons learned.

1. The importance of traditions.

2. How to be thankful for family and friends.

3. How to give back.

4. What the word "community" really means.

5. That it isn't about the destination, but the journey.

6. The consequences of making bad choices.

7. To trust people, until you have a reason not to.

8. To be welcoming and accepting of everyone.

9. How to be my own, individual person.

10. How to work for what I want.

11. How to be great at giving directions.

12. How to be humble.

13. To be well-rounded.

14. How to be great at conflict resolution.

15. The beauty of getting outside and exploring.

16. To be prepared for anything.

17. That you don't always have to do it alone.

18. How to be creative.

19. To brush off gossip.

I have never been so thankful to know you.

Dealing with the inevitable realities of college life.

Don't freak out

Email the professor

Attend the first class

Keep attending class

Have a backup plan

Remember that everything works out at the end

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