So it's been a little while since you left, but you didn't really have a choice. It's so miserable without you here, you were my best friend, I told you everything. I could have the worst of all days and come home knowing you would be there to comfort me. We were thunder buddies. Ever since you left life just seems harder, I don't think it will get easier without you here. You always made me laugh even though you would annoy me sometimes too. Now that you're gone I'm not sure what to do because every now and then I still cry. You drove me crazy some days and best buddies the next. I never really got to choose what happened on days with you.

The day I got that phone call my life did change, it was hurtful, heart breaking, and so much more. We found out you had bone cancer and I just wasn't ready to lose you. We did what was best for you and now you're in heaven probably making other children happy, they say all dogs go to heaven right? Well I believe you did you were the most loving dog I know you even told me I love you in your own way (barking) and it was the cutest thing ever. I'm sad to say I can no longer chase you, play with you, snuggle with you, or face thunder storms with you. Thanks for being my best friend for years on end.

Still to this day I have your ashes in s box near my bed. I look at it all the time although no one notices I try to hide it. I keep your leash near it too and think of all the times I had to take you out and you would go crazy every time you saw a squirrel, I don't know why you hated them so much or any breathing outside for that matter. You had a personality of your own Mocha. You are always going to be missed I know by many, but you'll always be missed by me.