Why did you do it?
You look dumb...
Are you crazy?
All these are questions that I was asked when I first shaved my head.
So why did I do it?
Well... I shaved my head for baptism. Does my religion make me do it? NO. Was I forced to do it? NO.
But I did it for myself and for no one else.
I have made a lot of mistakes and I carry a lot of baggage with me.
That is no more!
I'm sure I will fail. (Almost as sure that my hair will grow back. Don't worry mom)
I'm sure I will be triggered.
I'm sure there will be sensitive spots.
But I am no going to put myself in a position to continually dwell on the past when CHRIST HAS GIVEN ME A NEW FUTURE.
So this is why I shaved my head...
my past is in the past. The dead has been cut off and I have been given a clean slate from God. I can start from the beginning again. A place where God doesn't bring up my brokenness and my failure. He loves me for me. Bald headed and all.
As far as "looking dumb" I really don't care. I didn't shave my head for you to bask in the glory of my beautiful face. Sorry.
And am I crazy? Oh yes absolutely. My mother says I'm special and I'll always believe it. :)