Summer is almost over. Like a flash of lighting, summer came upon us and now is leaving with the setting sun. Fall is approaching - with it changing colors and a chilly breeze.
For many people, this means classes will begin in less than a month - another school year and the same familiar routine.
For me, however, this year is special. This is my senior year of college.
As a freshman, senior year didn't even register in my mind. As a sophomore, it crossed my mind - a fleeting thought that disappeared before it could fully develop. As a junior, the thought came back, yet still seemed so far away. As a senior, I can hardly believe I am here.
I thought I'd never reach my senior year. Where did the time go?
Yet, here I am standing at the precipice of my future - looking out over the edge, seeing the void, and wondering what's out there. Various thoughts and feelings tumble through my head. Excitement. Nervousness. Anticipation. Perhaps also a touch of impatience.
Lately, people have been asking me the traditional questions one asks a senior. What are your plans after graduation? Are you going to graduate school? Are you getting married? What are you going to use your degree for? Do you have a job lined up yet?
Currently, I have more questions than answers.
Not having a set "plan" brings up feelings of anxiousness, restlessness, and apprehension. But before I have a nervous breakdown or think about crawling into a dark hole, I remember that I am not alone in facing the future. God is with me! He is beside me every step of the way.
Even though the future seems scary and impossible, I know I can trust God. He will continue to guide my steps and lead me according to His perfect will.
There are two Bible verses that I find especially comforting in this season of life.
The verse first is Jeremiah 29:11 - "'For I know that plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'"
The second verse is Luke 1:37 - "For nothing is impossible with God."
The future is less daunting knowing that God is on my side. He is capable of planning the future because He can see the bigger picture.
All I need to do is simply continue taking active steps in faith and working diligently on the tasks He sets before me.
This coming year, I will be mindful of the future and I will do my best to live in the present. Ultimately, though, I will trust God and His plans for my life - all the while truly appreciating and enjoying each day, each moment as it comes my way.
“There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind.” - C.S Lewis
