I remember like it was yesterday. Anywhere I'd be, I'd walk with my head down. I didn't want to look up, I don't have the guts too. I don't have the courage to go up to her and look her straight in the eye. All I am wondering is why? I can't live this life anymore, now that everything is out. I mean rumors spread, what else is new. It’s high school. Everyone feeds off of the new drama until something else gets put on the plate. But these rumors were true and now they know it's about me. And worst of all is I know who is spreading them. I can’t believe it! I just can’t! Who in their right mind would do that! Why! Do I want to understand why? Every time I gaze up someone is looking at me. But not with a smile. They’re giving me such a smug like. I can almost hear their whispers. It makes me sick! They’re sick. Everyone is just sick!

Stop!

I need to relax, I need to be set free. I need to leave, to fly away, to escape this reality, now that it's out. I just can't believe she ratted me out that way! We were best friends for as long as I can remember. I always knew she was kind, helpful, trustworthy, and a person I can talk to when in doubt. She was the ideal friend. You hear that was, she was the ideal friend. But not so much anymore. Now all I see when I pass her by is nothing. Nothing but a lying, cheating, backstabbing, two-faced, low-life loser. She wants to tell people everything about me, fine! Two can play at that game. I hope she knows this means war. But not to worry, I would never stoop down to her level. I’m not that kind of person. I’ll just let life takes it course. Let the paranoia sink in every time she passes me by. Because the next time I see her, I’ll be smiling, and it’s going to kill her that she doesn’t know why. Because after all, I know all her secrets too.