You told me one day doesn't make it a bad life.
Yet everyday I still feel dead inside.
The spiderwebs that encircle my mind keep me from this happiness I once sought.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for words I have said that offend you, but thats the way care was shown to me and I never meant to insult or hurt you.
I thought my honesty was understood, but instead it showed as rudeness and dislike.
They told me that society would always judge me and I couldn't do anything, but it is my time to break that.
I believe in change.
And to change I need to start believing in myself.
I need to choose to be better.
I need to make sure that I believe in myself and others again.
I can't let the negativity from others and myself cloud my judgment.
I can't let the hurt from the past where the scars are left, let me feel weak, but look at them and feel strong.
I can't let myself get in my way of happiness.
The walls are coming down and the shackles are to be broken.
The jail I once imprisoned myself is finally letting me be free.
It is time for a new me.
I need to find myself again and again.
Because life is always changing,
because I need to keep giving myself not just second, but multiple chances.
I need to remind myself that faults don't make a person useless, rather they make a person learn and learning is natural.
There is always something new to learn.
Stop limiting yourself to a world of this is that and that is this.
It is a world of diversity, change, and love
It is a life worth living.
It is a life that you keep trying.
It is a life where you can finally say yes to yourself.
Please say yes to yourself.