You seemed so happy.
You laughed all the time,
laughed until you cried.
I was at school.
You were home alone.
I was learning how to multiply,
while you were suffering from depression.
Nobody knew it was your last day.
I had the biggest smile on my face.
Along with a beautiful Kool-Aid mustache.
I was living the nine-year-old dream,
laughing hysterically with friends at recess.
Then I heard the news.
My heart broke,
like glass falling to the floor.
My whole body went numb.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't think.
I couldn't speak.
I never got to say goodbye.
Nobody knew it was your last day.
Missing you comes in waves,
but that night I was drowning.
Just like that, you were gone.
BAM!
With one pull of a trigger,
you ended your own life.
You never said I'm leaving.
Nobody knew it was your last day.