SELF PURGATORY / SHEDDING
I am somewhere between emotional & emotionless
Between destroying myself & making myself better
I can't tell which one I want more
Finding & binding to things to define who I am
but I don't know who that is
I want to rip my skin open
I want to be new
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I want to rip my skin open
I want to be new
I wish my life was somebody else's
I don't want who I am
I want to bare my soul
And teach it to be different
But how can I change
If I am always the same underneath