The butterflies, the spark, the warm and fuzzy feeling.
That is what I want.
I want someone who is as down for me, as I am for them.
A guy who is easy to talk to and can make me laugh.
The right guy. The one for me.
I don’t want a guy who parties every night, and only talks to me for our snapchat streak. I want something real and genuine.
I am going to wait for the right guy.
I know exactly what I deserve, and I won’t settle for anything less. I should be treated like a queen. I want someone who listens to my thoughts and truly wants to hear them. A guy who supports my dreams and I.
A guy who is willing to be best friends with my little brother, and put up with my crazy mom. He can get along with my friends, and be a part of our group. Someone who can easily fit into my life, and I can fit into theirs as well.
Someone who is going to make time for me, even when I am going to school and working.
I will wait for the right guy. No matter how long it takes for me to find him.
I know exactly what I want and what I deserve. I will never settle for anything less.
Happiness. Not someone who will make me happy, because well, I am happy as can be with my life as it is. Happiness as in, someone to help enhance my happiness.
Not someone who drags me down, or makes me lesser. Someone who compliments me and makes me greater.
The right guy, I will wait for.
Heartbreak is something that I am all too familiar with, from high school boys to my dad and even some of my old friends. Going through the devastation again is not something I am looking for.
The boys who have broken my heart in the past, are obviously not the ones for me. Looking back, I saw the differences, but I ignored them because all I wanted was someone there.
Now I realize that you can be alone, even though someone is by your side. Especially if it is the wrong person. I have been involved with too many wrong people in my life.
I know now, what I want in a guy.
What I am going to wait for, who I am going to wait for.
The right guy.
For now, I am perfectly okay with being on my own. I can handle myself.
I will be on my own until I find the right guy. The guy who compliments me, and can make me laugh.
The guy who fits into my life like he has always been there.
I am prepared to wait because I want to find the right guy for me.