I never thought
my mind
would ever stop
moving moving moving.
I felt like each night
I would end up
cradling my heart
in my own arms,
withdrawing withdrawing withdrawing.
I couldn't see myself
feeling emotion
for anything
anybody anybody anybody.
There was no end
to a stream
of never ending questions,
never ending panic
but it all
stopped stopped stopped.
I was finding myself
without air
but yet here I am,
in front of you
breathing breathing breathing.
I felt like everything
in my life
would end up wrong
but suddenly
things feel
right right right.
Til I met you
I had nothing
And now that I know you
I feel like I can have everything.
My life was
fragmented in pieces
of
three three three.
Doubts clouded
my mind
in thoughts
that would repeat
themselves
over and over and over again.
The rewind button
has stopped
the repetition
has come to an end
and I am beginning to realize
I can enjoy the song of life
without having to go back
and listen to it
again and again and again.
