I'm not going to leave you on open for a few minutes before I respond to your snap.

I'm not going to wait 10 minutes before I answer your text.

I'm not going to agree to Netflix and Chill.

I'm not going to build walls around my heart so that you can't come in.

I'm not going to talk to you while I have 10 other guys on the line.

I'm not going to hide you from my parents.

I'm not going to ghost you.

I'm not going to plaster you on my social media.

I'm not going to stay distant so that I can make a clean break without a broken heart.

I'm not a fan of whatever "talking" is.

I'm not going to play all those games.

I'm going to love hard. I'm going to love recklessly with a ground-breaking love. I'm not afraid of a broken heart. I know how to pick up the pieces. I want to love so hard that it could rip my heart. Because when it comes down to the end of my life, I don't want to say, "I should have loved and let myself be loved." Because when I go I want to leave this life shattered. Not one part of it untouched.

I'm going to commit to you. There is no one else. I don't have a second choice, a plan B or C or D. It's you or no one.

But you know what else I'm not going to do?

I'm not going to sit around and be your second choice.

I know my worth. I know who I am. That doesn't make me cocky. That makes me independent and secure in myself.

So, go have fun with the girls that will play your games and when you decide you want "wifey material" come back around to let me decide if you'll make the cut for husband material.