Don't be alarmed if I seem guarded and uninterested, I'm just tired of dealing with guys who can't handle the love I have to offer.
I've been with all the wrong guys, the ones who let you fall with no intention of catching you, or worse the ones who prove that it IS hard to find someone that's willing to be loyal to just you.
It's essential I tell you a few things first, before you jump in. If you invest your time with me, I'm going to invest mine in you. I'm going to love you with everything I know, and I'm not going to half-ass it either.
My walls are built high, for good reason of course. It's difficult for me to understand that I automatically judge you to be just like the people in my past, but it's to protect my heart that so easily grasps onto the concept of love, even if you prove me otherwise.
I'm the type of person who loves with every fiber in me and I do it the right way. A lot of people don't know how to accept or handle the kind of love I have to offer.
My heart has been broken in the past but it doesn't mean the right person can't help put the pieces back together, I am stronger because of the heartache, because not only am I willing to take chances on people, I'm willing to give someone else the chance they deserve.
The discovery of someone who can love me the way I can love them is something I'm looking for and I'm willing to work for the relationship that not only I deserve but that but you deserve that as well. It's a partnership. I am focusing on growing and enjoying life's adventures with. It's a chance that is alarming, because I could end up heartbroken again but I'm willing to attempt and fight for love.
I'll accept your good days and your bad days. When you're ready to tell me about your issues that are bugging you, I'lll face them head in with you. I'll never be quick to judge because I know how it feels and if your past troubles you, I'll work to help make it a little less troubling.
Our peers have lost sight on love and romance, but I can tell you I haven't. I'm a hopeless romantic that'll remind you daily that you're important to me, even in the smallest action.
I'm asking you not to take advantage of my heart. I promise never to do the same to yours. This isn't a game of who can break whose heart first and if you open yourself up to me I promise to admire everything you share, and the memories that we make.
I'm asking you to be tolerant with me. It's not going to be an easy task for me opening up to you right away. If you put in the work and the effort, I promise my heart will show you the loyalty you deserve. Once I love you, I'll always love you in ways you never thought were possible.
All the reasons your past relationships didn't work out won't matter to you anymore, I'll show you what was wrong with those girls and raise your standards to what a real relationship should be like.
Nothing that is worth while is never easy. Remember that.- N.S.