I remember it all so clear,

The pain,

the struggle,

the fear.

The story I told,

I screamed,

and alerted,

But nobody wanted to hear.

Just one night, that's all it took

To steal the life from me.

You touched me and clutched me as I cried so much

And for your crime, you paid no fee.

I kicked you,

I scratched you,

Unquestionably attacked you,

yet you continued your emotionless drive.

Then I went still, you had no intention to kill,

But somehow, I was no longer alive.

My colorful mind, now dark.

My body, you now disembarked.

Yet my nightmares still haunt me,

Memories taunt me,

My minds in overdrive.

Day by day,

Night by night,

I'm faced with the thought:

How can someone destroy my sanity,

without ever being caught?

Do you think of that night when you sit alone?

Does it follow you to sleep?

Are you satisfied that my sweet,

pure,

innocence,

Is now all yours to keep?

The people that abandoned my side,

Who's name, I shall not mention,

Said the assault

Was all my fault,

for rapes another word for attention.