The time is near, where is the pause button?
I haven’t been able to relax, I haven’t been able to enjoy.
Day after day, weekend after weekend.
Thesis here, homework there, gymnasium routine is over.
Why do I do this? Why do I care?
Being an adult, giving up on dreams, slaving away for cash.
What happened to all the plans, all the aspirations?
I dream of colors, music and laughter, as I fade away from the screen that sitsin front of me.
Rushing to get that certification, that justification.
Four years of progress, to culminate in fear?
I do not know where I am headed; I do not know where I will end up.
I just go by, trying to get a job, so at least I can try and get a house.
Where I can forget about adult life, and see if any youth is left.
~ad astra ultraque