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A Quick Note To My Abusive Ex

Well, by the grace of God, I can finally now let go and say unto you...

Aug 15, 2017

Well, hello again you psychopathic dick. I'm sorry, sociopath is the correct word to use for you. You weren't crazy, you just manipulated the hell out of me. What the heck did I do to deserve it?

Oh that's right I was supposedly the crazy one in the relationship. I was the one who was controlling you. You the one who was of adult age getting naked pictures from a 14-year-old girl. Do the words pedophile or Megan's Law offender mean ANYTHING to you? Clearly not.

Flashback to 17-year-old me... Imagine a curly redheaded girl who dressed in a lot of black and who was bullied a lot by her peers. Hi fuck face remember me? I was the girl who you decided to date our senior year, thanks to our families knowing one another through social groups.

I'm not gonna lie, I had a huge crush on you. You were everything I thought I wanted in a man. You were funny, you seemed smart, kinda cute, and you liked me back. So why not see where this went right? WRONG!

To tell the truth, the first four months were pretty good. We were a pretty rocking couple, or so I thought. So, why did you have to break up with me?

Oh, wait I know why, because you wanted to sleep around... and yet you still came back a month later. Turns out you couldn't get anyone to lay you. Isn't that pretty funny? Before knowing this however, my dumb ass takes you back because you said you made a mistake, and you really wanted to be with me.

And here starts the worst 2 years of my life.

Why did you tell me you wanted to be with me if you had the balls enough to cheat on me for months I will never know. Not only were you dating me, but you had three pages of Facebook messages worth of girls and you were still flirting with them.

I made my decision to go to college because it was my decision and not yours. I would be attending Thiel College, which is an hour away from where we lived. So when I told you where I WAS GOING to school, why did you get angry and yell at me because WE didn't discuss it... it wasn't your decision to make.

You weren't going to college, and you never had a job before. So why were you getting pissed at me?

It took me so long to figure out that it was because you wanted to control me. Sadly, I was already up at school and a month deep into my classes before I realized what was going on. By then, I already knew that you were still cheating on me, only physically now, and I took matters into my own hands.

No, no I didn't hurt anyone...I just had some fun on my own. Too bad you never found out about it until years later. I wish you would have found out sooner. Maybe the 387 phone calls between the hours of 11 pm and 6 am would have stopped. Maybe my text messages would have been a normal 700-1000 a month...instead of 26,000 per month.

Maybe no one would have told me that I had to say with them because no one else would deal with my mental illnesses and everyone really hated me. Maybe I would have never been raped when I told you to go have sex with Scarlett since you found her so attractive.

Well, by the grace of God, I can finally now let go and say unto you...

Fuck You

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The struggles of having an RBF are all too real

1. People asking if you're mad at them.

2. Those people who hand out flyers don't always try to stop you.

3. Creepy guys telling you to smile.

4. "I thought you were a bitch when I first met you."

5. People telling you you'd be "so much prettier if you smiled."

6. Doing your makeup and looking great, which somehow intensifies the bitch face.

7. Regularly explaining "it's just my face."

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That moment that someone you never looked twice at suddenly makes you do a double take out of no where.

But you can't have a crush, that's outrageous. It's all in your head.

Because you don't have a crush, there's no reason to tell anyone about anything. Right?

But then they do something irresistible and you start to lose it.

Now accepting the fact you have a crush, you have to keep it under control.

Then there's the part where you tell your friends who will claim they called it.

They'll be excited and cheer you on. That's until they realize that your crush is all you'll be talking about.

Your obsession has become so bad, that your Facebook stalking is getting out of control.

But your friends will try and help move things along any way they can. That doesn't mean it will be any helpful though.

As time goes on, you start having fantasies about the two of you and it's starting to scare you a little.

You can't focus on anything because all your attention is on them and everything they do.

Anybody who comes near your crush is now an enemy, and you are willing to fight for your crush.

When you see them, you act like an idiot. Trying to hide your feelings may not be as discrete as you think.

Keeping your feelings inside will start to be harder and harder until you can't keep it inside anymore.

Who knows, maybe it will work out? Take a chance.

Everybody hurts sometimes.

May the odds be ever in your favor.

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5. Fear of missing out won't be as real.

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