As I lay here on this breeze night listening to Christian music on the background, I begin reflecting on my life, all that I have gone through. Then, this song begins to speak to me. My minds starts going 100mph. I knew then that God had spoken to me through the lyrics of this song. It was then I realized the time has come, to make my comeback a great one.

I know now more then ever I’ve been put here on this earth to do just this. To help others grow in their faith in God, to give people hope for what tomorrow may bring through my testimony, and encourage my readers. God knows I have so much to give through it, so much that it needs to be put out there.

Life has been quite the ride for us all I’m sure, it's like a series of events; the moments shared, the people we encounter along the way, all those things in between is what keeps it so interesting. These things are all meant to be a part of our growing up process, so I’ve learned.

I owe it all to God, for giving me this life for waking me up, and giving me another chance at life. Not just to breathe in the fresh air of a new day but for giving me a new day to actually start over again. A new day to be a better person then I was yesterday, a second chance on the person he wants me to be in this world. I know now more then ever that he doesn’t waste anything I have been through in life. Not the good and certainly not the bad.

I know some of you may say, “well..how can that be?" But, In order to ever see it this way you have to allow yourself to believe, to have faith and trust in God. I assure you that just then you will witness Gods love for you. God is never blind to your tears, never deaf to your prayers, never silent to your pain. He sees and hears everything, therefore he will deliver when the moment and time is right. There’s this saying that says you have to lose yourself in order to find yourself. Well, God says “ Any one who wants to save their life will lose it; but anyone who loses their life for my sake will find it.” Matthew 16:25.