I gave in
to the sound of a home and the eyes of a hurricane.
Destroy me, I whispered,
But you never would.
I thought.
I wasn't looking for anything that night
when we found one another.
In a room full of lust and future regret,
I chose you.
And you chose me.
Words transformed into a sea of feeling emotions
that I never asked to feel with someone
I never asked to meet.
But I was so content.
You said you were too.
A month without you but the old messages
reminded me that you would soon be back.
You weren't going anywhere, you said.
We will be together.
Why aren't we together?
I can feel you slipping away one silence at a time
as I try to find a way to escape the pain caused byyou.
Don't leave, please.
Don't leave.
I wasn't looking for anything that night
when we found one another.
I suppose you weren't either.