The problem with loving someone who doesn't think they're enough.

It is often

-not your fault

The feeling of always wondering if today is going to be the day that you leave me for another

Or just stop feeling anything at all.

My own father couldn't stick around, so why should I believe you when you say, "I will never leave you?"

God, I want to.

I want to believe you so bad.

For you have made me feel things I have never felt

like I can touch the stars if I wanted-

like I could fly.

But that scares me even more.

Not feeling love is a considerably comfortable life

but feeling love is an inexplicably magical one-

However,

It hurts so much more to get something taken away, rather than to have not had it at all.

I hope one day I could look at myself through your eyes and see what you see-

My fear and only solace is that you see what I see when I look at you, as you look at me-

Beauty.