The Pain that is here
The pain that goes away.
The hole is always there
It never goes away.
Sometimes there's a bandage to hide the hole.
Pretend it is healing
Act like it isn't there.
You become a doll.
Lifeless.
Emotionless.
Empty.
Outside though
You look happy.
You look normal.
You look fine.
Then life happens
Then your tears mix with the water in the shower
You get lost within yourself.
You scream.
You cry.
You want to run
Leave this life behind.
But you can't
It will follow.
The Pain.
The hole.
The sorrow.