"We make out of the quarrel with others, rhetoric, but of the quarrel with ourselves, poetry." ā William Butler Yeats
There is power in writing, especially poetry.
Poetry is for everyone. There are no rules, unless you make them. There are no restrictions, unless you want them. There is no wrong, unless you decide so. Poetry is art and it is power.
To allow openness, honesty, and truth in your poems is the first step to healing, because there Ā is healing in the words you choose to express those intangible thoughts, feelings, worries. Reading the beautiful words of another person can be inspiring and evoke great emotion, but creating your own words, is discovering that beauty within yourself.
Reflecting on ourselves through poetryāfor example, how how we view our bodies (or how others may view them); the relationships we engage in and the intimacy they do or do not hold; or, the love (or lack thereof) we give to ourselvesācan be groundbreaking. We can come to learn (and love) so much more about ourselves. We can be intimate.
The following poems are excerpts from "Intimate,"a poetry collection by RoshaƩ Lowe.
"Beautiful Lover Boy"
Oh lover boy, oh lover boy where did you go?
You ran away from me so fast
Why didnāt you just tell me we would not grow?
We started off so well, so forgive me if I did not know
You made up your mind some time ago, you knew we would soon be a thing of the past
Oh lover boy, oh lover boy where did you go?
You fucked me raw, you fucked me rough, filled me up and fucked me slow
Iām sorry but from our moans I could not see the end, but now Iām forced to ask
Why didnāt you just tell me we would not grow?
Did I look too deep into shallow words? Should I not have let my feelings show?
āCasualā leaves your lips hits me hard cuz now I know we will not last
Oh lover boy, oh lover boy where did you go?
I see you less, is your interest low?
I guess weāre on different emotional paths
Why didnāt you just tell me we would not grow?
We werenāt supposed to have feelings? Iām sorry, but mine just flow
No words at all, you let your absence tell me our time has passed
Oh lover boy, oh lover boy where did you go?
Why didnāt you just tell me we would not grow?
"Underneath the Rainbow"
Self-doubt dragging me deep down
I drown in pools of tears
When these fears of mine take hold
And wonāt let go
"Fade"
Itās always the same
We start with a passionate flame
But then you change
Itās strange how different one can become
After they cum
"Body"
Bare? In front of you?
Show you a body I hate?
All flaws visible?
"Residue"
They still stain my skin
Thin lines reminiscent of a different time
When I was so full of sadness and despair
It spilled out of me and cut
I still remember the sweet pain
The thrill that would fill me up
And when red would spill
I could feel alive again
The flow of my own blood would remind
I was capable of more than numb misery
But that was a different time, an old me
Yet the memories and their scars still haunt my body