Sitting Outside on a Cool Night
Around the husk of light that forms from blinded windows,
over ruffling bed-sheets, soaked in sweat, and living spaces
decant with glowing lampshades and warm rugs and paintings,
I sit in the cool, dry air, shrouded in the safety of the night.
Bronze streetlamps form constellations with the glow of
dormitory windows. Somewhere near, bass booms from
another townhouse, and the computer geeks and drug freaks
all stare at dazzling screens of color, intoxicating voices whisper
in dim study-sessions and a boxer pounds a red, white and blue
punching bag in a vacant gym. I stare down at pure white cement,
and listen to the whisking of cars and air, run my fingers across on
another. I am missing something: a guitar, a pen and paper, a canvas,
or maybe just a cigar. I could let every single flak of ask be another
blues song, performing for all those closed windows. Behind one,
a folk singer plays, letting the vibrations of his strings, feed the
thin, yellow husk that flows out from the glass and into my bottom eyelid.
— Alex Hawkins