Grandma,

The memories I have with you are ones that I will forever be thankful for

But the constant aching within my heart is something that I cannot ignore.

The day that you returned home, to be with God in Heaven

was 88 beautiful years after September 3, 1927.

When you left us, I knew that you were in a better place,

but selfishly, I was devastated knowing that I would no longer see your smiling face.

Not only were you my grandma, but my best friend as well,

Being with you gave me light in my life, and made my happiness swell.

Because of you I was motivated to continue pushing on

but my world came crashing down as soon as you were gone.

Losing you broke my heart, leaving my world dark and grey

and though I was angry and confused, all I could do was pray.

Not seeing you leaves me empty inside,

But thinking back on all the memories we shared, give me nothing but pride.

Overwhelmed at times, prayer often calms me down,

For it enables me to communicate with both you and God, making it feel as if you are around.

I think about you everyday grandma, you are always on my mind

and though you are no longer here physically, I know that you will never leave me behind

For now you are with Jesus, where you are fulfilled with His unconditional love,

you are in a place in which I know you are constantly watching from above.

I ask that you continue to shine down on me and let me feel you near,

especially during times of despair, to help calm my fear.

I love you so much Grandma, the amount too great to convey,

And I long for the moment when I am able to be reunited with you someday.