It’s been 14 days

14 days since something changed

I know exactly what changed

But how did it change me?

I sat kinda wondering

Why I woke up and felt a purpose

I go to class

I take quizzes I wasn’t ready for

I actually study

Then I contribute that to the fact

That my head has been a bit filled

With empty promises lately

But promises of what?

Of happiness

Of smiles

Of love

Is love this big illusion

That we’re forced to think is magical?

But what if it is magical?

Because I’m sitting here

Well aware of the fact

That I have these feelings

I smile every time I see you

I get sad when we argue

Your kisses give me electricity

And your hugs make me feel safe

I see something with you

And that’s scary

Because all I used to see was a black hole

And now that black hole is a star

That you’re in the center of

Why oh why did you come to me now?

Why are feelings real?

14 days

It’s been 14 days since

And you’ve changed my whole perspective