I struggled with figuring out the meaning of love

Was it really magical, like something from above?

Mom told me there wasn’t any, no such thing

So I went into a gangster mood, showing off fake bling

My bank shows that I have the hard core cash

But it can all be gone within a flash

I live today, just so I can live for tomorrow

A day, is not something anyone could borrow

The darkest sins, I showed you the real me

The brightest deeds, I keep them unseen

Not looking for all of this recognition

All I want is just a little appreciation

Food is always good, so I took you out to eat

Having my card, it was on me, my treat

I gave up my heart, mind and soul for you

You said you didn’t have a goddamn clue

But YOU DID

From your toxic anger, I had hid

NOT ANYMORE

I’m tired of the name calling, I am not a whore

Screaming, crying, pleading, begging….STOP

Never did you care, those tears I had to mop

The one thing I craved, was my independance

You shut me down, every time I was happy and pranced

No longer will I be your enslaved bitch

Go cast your next spell you horrid witch

I know your manipulation games

So no longer will my inner lion be tamed