I see you.
I know how you feel.
Well I may not know exactly how you feel but I know you're struggling. You will get through this, and I know people say that a lot but trust me one day it will. Just take it one day at a time, you will slowly see progress if you continue to fight. You can't give up you need to find the strength and motivation for to keep fighting. Because if you don't you will only get worse and you need to be better for your own sake. You have so many people that love and care about you. You may not see it but there are so many people.
It doesn't have to be today or tomorrow or even next week but it needs to be soon. You have so many people rooting for you to get better and so many people that are here to help you through this. You have the fight in you I know you do, it hidden but it is there. You can't give in to the fear and bad thoughts. Do something that makes you happy, go play a sport, go for a run, write down how your feeling and if they are bad thoughts rip them up after and throw them away. Call a friend you don't have to talk all about how you're feel unless you want to but just talk about anything to distract yourself.
You have the will power inside of you it's hidden and not ready to show yet but it's there. And once it does you will get through this. I know you really want to give up and just say I'm done but you can't. You were put on this earth for a certain reason and certain people were put into your life to help you get through the hard times. You have the fight in you, you just have to find it and one day you will.
Take care of yourself please. It will get better.
Sincerely,
The girl that still struggles to get through this thing we call life