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An Open Letter To My Love

"Unless it's mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it's a waste of time. There are too many mediocre things in life - love should not be one of them."

Sophie Kostrzewa

Oct 16, 2018

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It was a week I'll never forget.

More than 4 years ago but less than 5.

It was grey, sad, and lonely.

We were confused, scared, and ashamed. Not ashamed of each other, but ashamed of who we'd always been.

Ashamed of becoming our true selves.

"Let's just try to be friends."

I tried to let you go, I tried to forget how I felt about you, but all I could do was cry.

Cry and wish that I didn't have to be scared of loving you. Wish that our love wasn't considered to be wrong or different than someone else's. Wish that our love wasn't thought of as "just a phase."

"I can't see her." "How am I supposed to stay friends with her?" "Is this as hard for her as it is for me?"

My jumbled thoughts left me at war with myself.

In these moments, I thought I would have to move on and create a life I didn't want; a life without you.

I craved your affection. It wasn't a feeling I could dismiss.

I would sit with you and we would talk but all I could think about was never again holding your hand or kissing your lips.

It was a week I'll never forget.

At the end of the week I told you "We have to be together and accept what we are or I can't see you at all."

I knew you didn't want that. I didn't want it either.

But how was I supposed to act like everything was okay? How could we just be friends and act as if nothing else ever happened? Act as if I wasn't madly in love with you?

Fuck that. I don't want to be without you.

Am I crazy for feeling like this?

We may not be ready to tell the world but I'll be damned if I let you go. I'll be damned before I never again hold your hand or kiss your lips. So I did. I grabbed you and I kissed you.

And I knew in that moment I would never take your kiss for granted. I would never take you for granted. I knew that any confusion, fear, or shame would be worth your love.

You were worth fighting for.

I knew that no matter what you would be by my side fighting for our love. Because it's no ordinary love.

It was a week I'll never forget. You're the girl I'll never forget because you've given me a love I'll never forget.

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8. "The whole philanthropy thing isn't real, right?"

7. "I don't need to buy my friends."

6. "Oh, so I'll bet you love to drink."

5. "Can you tell me some of your secrets?"

4. "What do you do at your meetings?"

3. "Do you guys haze really badly?"

2. "Is it just like in the movies?"

1. "Sororities are so basic."

There are plenty of obstacles that come when taking care of kids, but it's a very rewarding experience.

1. You get excited when the parents purchase season passes to the pool.

2. You've become friends with the stay-at-home moms in town.

3. You get a chance to eat "kid foods" again.

4. You've traded in your cute purse for a large tote bag.

5. You have at least one car seat in your backseat.

6. Their nap time is your happy time.

7. Lunch time can be a disaster.

8. You have to play the same board games repeatedly.

9. You catch yourself using the same lines your parents once told you.

10. Your "mom-mode" kicks in at times.

11. Your heart melts a little when they do something cute.

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3. “Wow! That sounds so cool! Where is your family from?”

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9. You’ve pretty much seen every misspelling and heard every mispronunciation of your name throughout your life

10. When you find another person with an “ethnic” sounding name, you both get excited

11. Despite the struggles, your name is pretty unique… just like you

Can I be excused for the rest of my life?

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1. “Oh, so you/your family are immigrants!”

2. “Is Puerto Rico near Mexico?”

3. “Do you speak Puerto Rican?”

4. “You look too light/dark to be Puerto Rican.”

5. “Do I need my passport to go to Puerto Rico?”

6. “Geez, you are obsessed with your flag. We get it, you’re Puerto Rican.”

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