Hello Dearest Daughter,
Can I start by saying how deeply proud I am of all that you have become? I can remember the day I started to knit you in your mother’s womb. When deciding what characteristics I should give you, I knew instantly which would work best.
I made you so smart. You have trouble believing this on a day-to-day basis because you compare your abilities to others, but it is true. Getting to see the hard work you put in all aspects of your life gives Me incredible joy. You have a true passion for things other seem to forget. Your heart fights for justice because that’s just the way I made you.
You are also very funny. You told a joke the other day when no one was listening, but I was, and it was hilarious. I love watching you bring happiness into the lives of those around you by just being yourself. You have gone through so much in these few short years, yet you continue to move on and laugh at the days to come.
Again, I am so proud.
When deciding what your appearance should be, I knew right away. I made you better looking than any artwork, by any artist, dead or alive. I love the way your eyes sparkle when you smile, how your laughter can fill any room on any day, and how your hair is untamable, just like your spirit.
Until now you’ve mostly agreed with the things I’ve said, so why is it so hard to hear that you are beautiful? Knowing how gorgeous you are, it pains Me to hear the things you say about My masterpiece. You stand in front of that mirror nitpicking your body which was flawlessly created. Those awful things you say about yourself couldn’t be further from the truth. My heart aches when you pray for those things that to go away that I love about you. Have you forgotten that I made you perfect? That everything you hate, I gave you, knowing it would make you unique.
Beloved, you have let the enemy cloud your thoughts. You’ve been deceived by believing the awful things he says in your ears. He tells you to be shameful of your insecurities. Even more, he says your sin is so great, so vast, and so frequent that I will never fully love you.
Even when I am yelling over your tears, saying how worthy you are, you refuse to hear Me. Oh, how I wish you could see the beauty you hold. My kingdom on Earth and in Heaven would not be the same without your soul. I sent my Son, who was so perfect and blameless, to secure your freedom. He went through hell and back to restore you as My princess and treasured daughter.
Yet, you still cheapen your value. You let people use you for their own gain because you fear loneliness. Why? Is it too much to believe that I could actually want you? Just because the world has rejected you, you assume that I will too?
I don’t ask you to be perfect, I just ask you live a life with Me. Please know that My love is so full of goodness that no sin you’ve encountered is too great. Even if you find yourself in the lowest of lows, I will always pursue you. When you feel unloved or lost, let Me know. When you pray, I will run to you no matter the distance.
I will always find you because I love you. I have always loved you, I will always love you, and I will never stop loving you.
Your Proud Father,