Dear first real love,

I know you will probably read this but, I do not know what you'll think. Though, I have actually fallen in love with you. Yes, though you are not the first person I have fallen in love with. The others were either just a crush or one sided.

You are probably wondering how or why I had fallen in love with you. It is not like Cupid came with his arrow and struck me for you. It was not a cliche moment when we looked into each others eyes and knew that we were made for each other. No, it took time to fall in love. But, like the great John Green quotes from his character Hazel Grace Lanchester, "I fell in love the way you fall asleep. Slowly, then all at once."

That is exactly how it felt. At first the feelings start and then they progressed, then boom you are signing Accidentally in Love by the Counting Crows. It was not an accident. Whenever I listen to love songs I always think of you. That means Taylor Swift is defiantly not on my playlist.

I fell in love with your charm and wit. The times we just kept eachother company and of the late nights of pure bliss. Your smile that makes me smile and how your eyes crinkle by your eyes when laugh. Your eyes when I look into them and see that you are looking back at me.

I mostly fell in love with your vulnerability to the world. Like Superman you are human and know you have weaknesses. You are open and honest with your feelings of yourself to yourself and others. That is something by I truly admire about you.

Alas, everything was not happily ever after. Even Disney characters have their own struggles. With all the steps taken forward. We had taken a few back and paused. Being able to do that and see situations in that perspective, we were able to skip ahead.

Sadly one day I will fall out of love. It happens to everyone. Or worse you fall in love with someone else. Even if those do happen. You are still special to me and even if the feelings go. They are never forgotten in my heart. But for the time being, I hope the feelings both stay.

Love,

The person who has fallen for you