Hey there,

It's been a while...I guess because I don't really know what to say to you. We used to talk about everything...from "The Vampire Diaries" to talking about raising our kids living in houses right next to each other, and now there is nothing I can say to you that would fix us.

Maybe that's because we shouldn't be fixed. We have gone our separate ways and there is no fixing what happened to us. I have thought about texting you, but then I remember why we grew apart in the first place. We started liking different things and hanging out with different people. I blamed you for the longest time, when really I am at fault too. I pushed you away and lost my best friend, my sister, and the one person who truly got me.

While I know we will never be close again, I miss our snorts. I miss you being a part of my family and going to my house when I was out of town. It's that kind of friendship that you only get once in a lifetime and I am sad to say it has already passed.

I ask about you when I go home. Although I put on the act that I don't agree with your playboy bunny halloween costume, in my head I'm wondering where we would be if we were still friends. I ask about you to see if you're okay, to see what you're up to, because despite how I act, I do still care.

Maybe one day in the future we can catch up, talk about college, talk about jobs, boyfriends, and life. Maybe one day we can be friends again.

Love,

The girl you used to call your sister.