I think of you
when the sun does not shine;
when I close my eyes;
I see us.
when the sun shines,
I feel nervous.
when I open my eyes;
immediately blind;
you did nothing;
I did nothing;
you speak;
I listen.
it becomes something;
I speak;
you listen.
It is something;
you ask;
I answer;
I question;
you retort.
we are back to nothing;
all I want;
is for you on board;
not asking why
anymore.
I cannot help you
If you help me;
nor can I help myself;
no, I don't want your help;
I learned more;
and need more.
You learned;
and earned
my trust.
I trust you;
you trust me;
so, that's that.
do not give me that crap,
I will see you;
when my vision
is complete.
when your help
becomes a need.
when my help
can make you see.
but, for now,
don't ask why,
or how;
because I still have yet to figure it out.
you may even know
all the answers
that have not yet been told.
please go ahead and scold;
just know,
there's nothing I can do;
when I don't love you;
you're always going to wonder,
and keep trying,
but, baby, I am not lying.
I love you, yeah.
but, you're not meant for me.
sure, I'll be there for you,
If you will be, too;
nothing should be news.
The sun will rise,
And one day,
I'll let you know if it shines,
Or if it still blinds.
For now,
Get your head out of the clouds,
and please just understand
now.
