I lost myself
Couldn’t find out which way to go.
I tried for your attention but I was too slow.
I didn’t know what to say.
When I finally did it was too late.
I still don’t know what wrong.
So here I sit writing you this after so long.
I know I messed up but you did too.
I honestly still love you.
I shouldn’t care, my dear,
But it’s hard not to when I had you for years.
You made me smile when I was sad,
And when you didn’t listen it made me mad.
You did everything but fall.
All you had to do was call.
Say my name and wear it out.
I loved how with you I didn’t have any doubts.
Nowadays I just don’t care.
I’m sorry you’re no longer there.
I’ll just pretend this doesn’t hurt my heart.
We can just stay apart.