Do you remember all the pictures we used to take? The ones from our vacation to the beach and our random 3 am Walmart trips? I do. I see them every day because I can't bring myself to take them down. I love them because it reminds me of how much we needed each other. Maybe I keep them up because in a way, I still do.

It's been a while since we've talked and I was hoping I'd get used to not having you in my life by now, but it's like they say, old habits die hard. It seems like every funny story starts with us. Sometimes I forget that I can no longer say "My best friend and I." Ouch.

I've had a lot of good experiences since we stopped talking, but there's always a part of me that wishes you could have shared in that excitement. There are so many things I wish I could tell you, including how much I miss our friendship because it was my favorite one.

I miss having sleepovers every Friday, even if you made me watch "Halloween." I miss going to IHOP with you just so you could get your butter pecan syrup, randomly breaking out into "High School Musical" songs, and wasting countless hours on YouTube.

Sometimes people ask me how you are doing, and the sad truth is that I have no idea. I hope you're doing well, even if you don't have space me for anymore. I hope you've found someone who laughs at your puns as much as I did and someone who picks the peas out of your rice for you when you're acting like a total diva.

I may not be able to call you my best friend anymore, but I hope you know that I'll still be yours.