Why I Never Talk To You | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Relationships

Why I Never Talk To You

This is a commentary on my experiences as an introvert.

19
Why I Never Talk To You
fineartamerica

I am an introvert. Anyone who knows me can tell you so.

I’m incredibly shy. I don’t like large groups of people. I don’t like parties. I don’t like to talk to people that I don’t know. I especially don’t like to talk to strangers. I’d much rather curl up in my bed with a book and a cup of tea, or Netflix and hot chocolate. I spend most of my Friday nights alone in my apartment. Most of my weekends too. I hope that that isn’t a bad thing.

Now this doesn’t mean I avoid people entirely; I greatly enjoy hanging out with people, so long as there’s no more than three others besides me. Being part of a group of four is putting pressure on my comfort zone. I think my favorite way to be with people is with two others. With one other person, when I don’t know what to say, it gets awkward. Additionally, half of the responsibility of maintaining conversation falls on my shoulders. With two additional people, it’s only a third. When I don’t know what to say, there’s someone to cover my back. Groups of three are the way to go for me.

But this still doesn’t answer the question posed by the title: Why don’t I ever talk to you? First off, don’t take it personally. I don’t mean it personally. I just find it too nerve-wracking to send a message to someone I’m not extremely comfortable with. What if they are busy? What if they don’t want to talk to me? I’m probably annoying them. They are probably busy. This is what runs through my head when I contemplate whether or not I want to send a text, invite someone for dinner, or even check up on how someone’s doing.

The result: I don’t send the text.

I will sometimes contemplate for days whether or not I should send a message. It can take that long to build up the courage to speak to someone. Then when I do, I stress until they reply. It’s a bit ridiculous, I know. But I don’t know how to change it. That’s who I am.

Speaking to people in person is a whole ‘nother story. I can’t contemplate for days whether or not I should say hi. I just have to do something. Usually, I just say “Hi” and shuffle away. I don’t usually have something to say. Small talk does not come naturally to me. I mean, seriously, we can all see that it’s raining outside… We don’t need to talk about the weather. Anyways, back on track here. When I see someone I know while walking around, I pull my hat farther on my head, and hope that they don’t recognize me. I don’t want that awkward conversation to happen. Unless you walk directly past me, or yell my name, I probably will pretend I didn’t see you.

Even if you are really close friends with me, I may not speak to you for months. Don’t take it personally. I just haven’t come up with anything that I absolutely must tell you. I don’t hate you. I haven’t forgotten you. Don’t worry. I absolutely want to interact with you; I just don’t want to instigate it. If you want to talk to me, talk to me. Don’t wait for me to talk to you. That could be a very long wait.

Basically, I don’t talk to you because I’m too shy to. I don’t talk to anyone. Nothing personal. But you all should feel free to start a conversation with me. I relish thoughts and ideas. I’m also open to speaking about whatever you need to talk about. To those of you that I do speak to on a regular basis, you’re pretty special. (In a good way.)

Hit me up!

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Adulting

18 Things I Want To Do Now That I'm 18

I'm technically an adult, so I'm legally required to live a little, right?

1426
Happy Birthday Cake

For the entirety of my high school career, I was always seen as the goody-two-shoes. I never got in trouble with a teacher, I kept stellar grades, and when I wasn't doing extracurricular activities, I was at home studying. Even when I did go out, it was usually with a bunch of fellow band geeks. The night would end before 11:00 PM and the only controversial activity would be a fight based on who unfairly won a round of Apples-to-Apples when someone else clearly had a better card (I promise I'm not still holding a grudge).

Now that I'm officially an adult, I want to pursue some new things. I want to experience life in a way that I never allowed myself to do prior to entering college. These are the years that I'm supposed to embark on a journey of self-discovery, so what better way to do that than to create a bucket list?

Keep Reading...Show less
Featured

10 Life Lessons from Christmas Classics

The holiday classics that shaped my life

863
10 Life Lessons from Christmas Classics
Flickr

The holiday season is full of stress, debt, and forced conversation. While we rush through the month of December, it's important to take a step back and enjoy the moments before they're gone. Most families love to watch Christmas movies, but these beloved films provide more than entertainment. Here are 10 life lessons that I've learned from the holiday classics we watch every year.

Keep Reading...Show less
Featured

15 Mind-Bending Riddles

Hopefully they will make you laugh.

200039
 Ilistrated image of the planet and images of questions
StableDiffusion

I've been super busy lately with school work, studying, etc. Besides the fact that I do nothing but AP chemistry and AP economics, I constantly think of stupid questions that are almost impossible to answer. So, maybe you could answer them for me, and if not then we can both wonder what the answers to these 15 questions could be.

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

Most Epic Aurora Borealis Photos: October 2024

As if May wasn't enough, a truly spectacular Northern Lights show lit up the sky on Oct. 10, 2024

20772
stunning aurora borealis display over a forest of trees and lake
StableDiffusion

From sea to shining sea, the United States was uniquely positioned for an incredible Aurora Borealis display on Thursday, Oct. 10, 2024, going into Friday, Oct. 11.

It was the second time this year after an historic geomagnetic storm in May 2024. Those Northern Lights were visible in Europe and North America, just like this latest rendition.

Keep Reading...Show less
 silhouette of a woman on the beach at sunrise
StableDiffusion

Content warning: This article contains descriptions of suicide/suicidal thoughts.

When you are feeling down, please know that there are many reasons to keep living.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments