Silence is the violent sound of your mind

Your heart shuts down, not aware of its surroundings, weren't you once mine?

Like Tyler Joseph said, those thoughts about your life happens at night right?

Yes, my brains wringing out all these thoughts like a sponge, it's a fight.

I fear the night, I fear the light, I fear everything inside me, I just want silence, but even that will kill me.

I feel like a soldier at war, but I can't fight that fight that's been given to me.

My life is poison but I personally like the disease.

This is all I got, this is all I can live for.

Is this what I get for being a broken teen?

Poor your instant gas like love, let me lean in with my oppression, call it gasoline.

You gave up on me, just like a fly, you fled, leaving me stranded in the desert of my misery.

I can't hear you calling me, I hear dead silence. Silence, it's so violent. But yet so, calming.

Did you say something? I can't hear you. Did you touch me? I can't feel you.

That's what I call silence, my friend.

This poem is very important to me cause I wrote this when I was depressed and I described my pain and darkness and what silence is to me, and to me, silence is a very voilent thing that happens in your mind but its something only you could understand and I think alot of people can relate to this one. I hope you all liked it! I will post more poems soon.