I've daydreamed about you and about how perfect you are going to be. I think of you often and how excited I am to have my own little family someday. I wonder if you'll look like me or like your father. I am going to try to be the best mother in the world to you.

1.) I will never judge you.

Please, never feel like you cannot be yourself around me. I will accept you for who you are no matter what. You don't have to hide anything from me. I will love you no matter what the circumstances are.

2.) I will protect you.

If you call, I'm there, no hesitation. If you are scared, I will comfort you. If you are heartbroken, I will lay in bed with you, let you cry on my shoulder, and talk you through it with my own life experiences as encouragement to reassure you that you WILL get through it. If you are in danger, I will be your shield from all the bad things. If you are hurt, I will be your nurse. I will have your back forever.

3.) I will be your friend.

But not always. Yes, I want to be close to you, but you will also not take advantage of that. I will be your friend when you need it, but I will be your mother first.

4.) One day we will meet.

And every day after that, I will protect you until I take my last breath. I'm sorry for how messed up this world is that you will have to live in. I already have faith in you. You will be strong like me and you will get through every hard situation that comes your way. I can't wait for the day when my daydreams of you become real life. I can't wait for the crazy journey and future with my family.

Always know you are loved and cared for. You will conquer the world, my love.