You are so lucky.
I put so much energy into you.
You never had a moment when I was not thinking about you.
I made you my top priority.
Your needs were more important than mine.
You had such a great girlfriend.
I was such a great girlfriend.
I loved you so much, that I forgot to love myself.
I poured hours into driving to see you, just to sit in silence while you got to do whatever you wanted.
You never had to worry,
I worried about you all the time, whether or not you were happy.
I worried so much about that I never got to be happy.
You are so lucky. You got to experience me loving nothing else.
You are the only person to experience that.
I am never letting that happen again.
Well,
I guess I will love someone that much, me.