Dear Crush,

I like you! I mean of course I do that's not the problem its the awkwardness I have around you. I stutter my words. I smile constantly ear to ear. I try to make it unnoticeable but dude, I failed. Sometimes I crack jokes and you actually laugh even though they are not really that funny. Anyways, here's how you make me feel on a daily basis. You make me feel like I'm special when you share your ideas with me. When all these seats are open you choose the one beside me. You cheer me on even when I feel like a failure. Lastly, you make me feel happy and beautiful.

I also feel that you don't feel the same about me. Maybe, you're nice to all the girls you meet. Maybe, its not just me you share your ideas with on a daily basis. I mean do you only sit beside me just so you can see the board easier? Do you cheer on everyone when they feel like giving up? Those are the questions I have in the back of my mind.

I will scream to the world how much I like you, but is it really worth the breath? Is it worth saying this aloud even though you don't feel the same? You know what, maybe I'm being over-dramatic and you feel the same or maybe you just don't like me. Okay, I'm going to stop being a Debbie Downer and look on the bright side of this whole situation. If you like me you will probably tell me right?

I mean if you don't tell me and we go about our lives without ever knowing how the other one feels about the other one. I can honestly live without ever knowing...I think.

Basically, I really want to know if you feel the same about me. I mean what is that stuff the young kids say now? Slide into my DMs? Okay, so I like you and if you don't feel the same that's okay I will continue loving myself the same. In all honesty, I just want the truth. I don't think I can deal with another heartbreak of not knowing how you feel about me.

Anyways, I like you and I will probably continue being awkward around you until the day I leave this world. Its like my nature.

Sincerely,

Your Awkward Crush