So I have written numerous articles on my past relationship. All of these articles were about how I missed him and how it was a struggle to not get back together with him. Well this one is going to be a little different.

It has been a little over six months since my relationship with my ex ended. It has been a long and rough road since we broke up. There has been lots of tears, lots of over thinking and a lot of struggling to not go back to him.

Everyday I would literally ask myself a million times did I make the right decision? Should I text him? Or just leave it alone? Maybe I should just ask him how he's doing? Or maybe I should just give in and tell him I want him back and that I made the biggest mistake letting him go.

For the first time in six months though, I actually feel happy about being on my own. For the first time in six months, I don't think about my ex everyday, I don't wonder if I made the wrong decision anymore. Because for the first time I feel that I made the right decision, to not go back.

That was the main thing I struggled with I feared that I made the wrong decision to break up with him the second time. For months and months it was like an everyday thing that I would think about and I would regret my decision I had made. I though I was letting go of the love of my life and I would never find it again. I thought what if he has changed into a totally different person and I am just not giving him the time of day.

But no, now I realize I made the best decision getting him out of my life. I would not be the person I am today if I was still with him. Now I actually put myself first and think about what is in best interest for myself. I am outgoing now. I actually like to go and do stuff and not just sit at home wondering what he is doing. I like spending more time with my friends now. And I like being able to express the way I feel and not getting argued with or told I am wrong.

So finally I am moving on with my life. I am closing that chapter in my life and I am not looking back. No more regret. But I have to say moving on is the best thing I have ever done.