A field of grass
sways lightly in the breeze.
My boots tread softly on morass,
while the wind carries the bees.
It is here,
at the bottom of a mountain
that I go to disappear.
A place where my soul is mounted.
With the waterfall pounding
like a drum in the distance,
I find my happiness abounding,
myself subsisting.
For I know the flowers
and animals will do me no harm.
The little insects, instead cower
as my approaching steps cause alarm.
They understand what it is like
to be so small and lonely in a big, big world.
They know what it is like
to live in fear of not fitting in.
Without their camouflage
they stand apart from the crowd.
Awaiting ridicule from some entourage,
so they live their lives cowed.
But for me, I am tired of submission.
That's why I look to the mountains,
for it is their mission
to stand out from their surroundings.
They crave to be different
from the time they
are little hills, indifferent
of any limitations in the way.
So I sit at their base
aspiring to gain their confidence
and learn to embrace
my own.
One day I will grow
to love who God created.
Hoping to be as powerful
as those mountains are captivating.
But for now, I will leave
my soul mounted
and cleaved
to those most beloved mountains.