Hi Mom-
I know you probably aren’t expecting this, but I needed to give you an update. It’s only been a month since I left for school, but I’ve missed you everyday since. It’s not the same the same here without you. But, I know getting an education is important. So, I wanted to let you know some things I’ve learned without you.
First of all , laundry in a pain. I know I always laughed at you when you complained about it, but now I completely understand. Having to wait for a load to be done to start another, has been the bane of my existence. Not only do I have to space out the time for the machines, I now have to work around the rest of my floor’s schedules as well. I wish I could come home every time I need to do laundry, but that would be way to frequently. And I’m sorry for the random calls for tips for doing laundry.
Then I learned I stress eat, and I know I get that from you. Too many times have I found myself finishing an entire bag of goldfish, while only working on one paper. And it’s even turned into a sugar tooth too. I know shocking coming from me, but if there is candy around I eat it. Remember when that never happened. I’m just following in your sugar filled footsteps.
I’ve also learned how to try and live without you. That’s been the hardest part. You are literally my best friend. I go to you for everything, and it’s not the same over the phone. I miss our random nights just watching movies, or just going out the two of us. The sad part is that I’m only thirty minutes away. I’m not an on the opposite side of the state, or even on the opposite side of the country. I’m literally just a short drive away. I miss my best friend.
I miss home sometimes. I never realized how much I would miss it. From the pets to the feeling, I miss it all. A dorm room is just not the same. I got to pick what was in it, but it will never feel like home. Home is where the heart is, and mine is with you. Sappy, I know.
I’ve learned that I miss talking to you. Talking to a mom is just so different. You’ve been in my shoes and help guide me on my way. Talking on the phone is great, but I miss just sitting down and talking.
Overall, college has been great. I love it here, and I love all the opportunities I have received. But, I knew what I was getting myself into. I’m so use to my family support system being right there for me. I’ve had to learn things without you. I have to be my own person, and not let you help me all the time. I’ve had to become the true me. And I thank you for everything you’ve done to get me this far in life.
