Milky Way
By Joergen Ostensen
9.3.19
The milky way fills the sky
From end to end
As ten thousand stars shine on
Seen in the orchard
Where the fawns run free
Jousting with velvet antlers
Pausing in the constellatory brilliance
To sink their teeth into apples
Their hooves damp in the dewy grass.
Milky way that disappears in the sunshine
Milky way choked and severed from consciousness
By the city, the soul blinding neon presence
Where reality and the unobtainable prisons
That seem so unlikely to stand
Under the stars with the dew and the fawns
But are as strong as the recidivistic pain that lingers
Pain impossible to escape in the memories
The labyrinth of the streets, the avenues,
The men and women begging for change
As a man prepares his defense against a machine too brutal
To imagine
Here in the rainy day melancholy
Where the tragic truths appear
Over and over
And the two million remain in the darkness
A starless darkness
And one of them a Red Fawn
Who the bars and the guns prevent from eating the apples
Beneath the stars that sadly seem to be disappearing
Here in the city where the milky way memories
Just seem so far away.
Milky way that never really is never not just above us
Milky way, the network of the beautiful memories
Written in the sky above us
That can be remembered
In the hope embraces
Between friends long separated
The poem taped to the wall
In the coincidental subway station smiles
The breathless phone calls
The sunshine beaches where they serve Italian ice
Conjuring a memory of a winter boardwalk banana.
Milky way that is always there
Always, always, always, always
Shining on through the pain
Holding our love in our hearts
In the hope dream of memory
The past memories of the darkness and the fawns
Realized in the moment
As the wise women's face seems like it will split
From the power of her surprise smile
As she she holds onto a lock of my tangled hair
After so long
Realizing the hope of love now
And even though the sun is shining
Even though the city teams around us
Even though the pain is still there
There is hope in the present
In the love
There is hope in her smile
A smile that shines like ten thousand stars
A smile that fills the sky from end to end.